Heart talk to my own self

Today its 26 February 2022, 10:55pm. My son will be 10 years old in few months, and its his first time saw me in the eyes, catching me crying…. and wiped my tears. Yes, for almost 10 years, finally it’s happened. I thought because of the autism he have will make him hard to share an emotional or empathy to the others, since for years i was cried front of him, or even fake cried and ask him to see me. Because that what normaly kids do right? , huging they mom, cry because they mom crying. Or asking why mom… why you cry? . But that kind of things never happened to my life before, so slowly I start to accept just they way he is. Actually, today, i know im wrong. Even he is late, he also the same as others kids, he can feel worried, and wondering why his mom is crying even though he is non verbal. And one thing I regret is,….. I should trust him more and believe him.